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Meri
14 November 2009 @ 10:24 pm
Damn, I'm lost once again. I'm panicking over shit, literally crying over an angry DevArt-comment. Shit, I thought I'm getting out of this depression, it's been a month already but now I just have no idea. (WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THESE ANGSTY POSTS?!?!?) Shit shit shit... Whatever, my nails are polished and I seem to have temporary tourettes (my neck's twitchin' like crazy) and I have lost all sense of time (it's saturday and I'm pretty sure monday's coming as soon as I fall asleep) ......... DAMN, I feel like... Fuck, I don't know. Good thing no one reads this.
 
 
Meri
08 November 2009 @ 09:43 am
Yesterday was AWESOME! In conclusion to a tough art course we finally burned our firesculptures! It was amazing! We built sculptures with the subject "migrating birds" and ours was a giant wing. It was really beautiful and I made a video, check it out!
 
 
Meri
03 November 2009 @ 06:41 pm
I can't stand homophobia.
I'm just once again so broken over it even though, as a freak asexual, it has nothing to do with me. What does it MATTER what other people see in each other?? I'm so sick of this. I just can't stand it. Why is t acceptable for a straight couple not to have chilodren but because of the inability to have children gay couples are seen as unnatural? I must be wrong with my pain because the hate is so common and acceptable. I wish I could also hate gays so I could feel better about myself by hatin' on others. I wish I could also think those people are stupid and want to be freaks for whatever sick reasons. I bet haters have a great life, thiking they're perfect.
I fucking hate empathy.
I'm not even gay and I find myself, once again, crying about something that foe some reason is really important to me.
I'm sick of this, I don't need to feel this and neither does anyone else.
 
 
Meri
19 October 2009 @ 02:20 pm

So I woke up bored today and decided to read mom's boring magazines. But it wasn't so boring after all. The articles and what they were trying to say weren't the interesting thing, the interviewed people were. In one particular article hree women shared their experiences with "sex after a break" and they were all saying it was weirdhow they couldn't even go to a bar to look for casual sex.
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NOW SERIOUSLY, WTF? Three years without sex and they're devastated?? What is up with this, people? If that's what it means to be a grown up I don't want to be one. Why are people expected to want sex with random people or even in general, scince people nowadays date for the sake of dating. As you might know, I've never dated (thank god for that) and don't think I will if this is what it means. Why is nobody in selibacy these days? I havenothing agains marriage, on the contrary. I'm all about commitment and love is a good thing, I just can't see that anywhere. Everyone is having baseless relationships, even twelve-year-olds are having sex nowadays. And they're talking openly about how they take it up the ass. NOT COOL, I say. I'm seriously terrified of what this means. I'm a fuckin' virgin and plan on staying that way for as long as I can. I have no idea why it's so hard for people to understand these days. Virgins and the ones in selibacy are all religious freaks or something. Do I look like a religious freak? I don't think so. This is not an angry or angsty post, I'm just sad it's gone like this.
 
 
Current Mood: disappointed
 
 
Meri
13 October 2009 @ 02:25 pm
Nothing new and interesting, just like my life. I've developed a second and very FAKE personality and right now I don't officially have internet. Yah. Pointless post? You bet!
 
 
Meri
02 October 2009 @ 07:54 pm

YAH. It's not that I'm leaving LJ, I'm just deleting everything 8D. I know from personal experience that I'm going to regret everything I've said so stuff will disappear once in a while. yeah... that's it....
 
 
 
 

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